KAF – Hito wo Kidoru Lyrics (Romaji + English Translation)
Artist: KAF
Song title: Hito wo Kidoru『人を気取る』
Romaji
Anata ga kureta jinsei de boku wa ima kami ni kaiteru
Maru de kamisama mitai da ne ima mo miteiru ka na
Kokoro ga susamu suubyou mae itsumo anata ga waratteru
Ayatsuri ningyou nan da ima demo
Matteitatte umi ni bakenai no ni
Matteitatte nanimo utsukushikunai no ni
Boku wa kidotte kidotte kidotte kidotte itanda
Jinsei wo utatte kaite naite shitte shimatta
Anata ga inai jinsei wa maru de shinda mitai na no ni
Ima ikiteiru aji ga shitan da
“Raku ni naritai” tte dake de nigeyou to shita
“seikai ga hoshii” tte dake de hankouki da to iwareta
Sonna kako sura kuratta kashoku kimi nan da yo ima wa
Haite shimau hodo tsuyoku wa nai kedo
Mottai butte umi ni hisondeiru
Mottai nai yo ashita shinjau nara
Dou demo ii yo
Kidotte kidotte kidotte kidotte kidotta
Ningen wo utatte kaite naite odotte shimatta
Anata ga inai jinsei wa maru de oonami no you ni
Kokoro no subete ga yusaburareteiru
Moshimo banashi wo shiyou yo moshimo boku ga umi ni nattara sa
Boku no moto ni ochite kite boku wa anata wo nomikonde
Sabishisa bakari tsumekonda boku no hara no naka wa
Nani iro nan darou ne
Hito wo kidotte kidotte kidotte kidotte kidotta
Jinsei wo utatte utatte utatte utatte utatta
Tanjun sa ima demo itoshii yo
Ano koro ni ima mo modoritai yo hito ni
Motto waratte waratte waratte waratte hoshii yo
Umi ni negatte utatte bakashite sakenderu boku wo
Anata no inai jinsei wo ima mo kuratte ikiteiru
Sayonara no aji ga suru
thanks to LN
English Translation
In the life you gave me, I’m now writing on paper
It’s as if you’re still watching over me like a god
Just a few seconds before my heart became restless, you were always smiling
I’m still a puppet in your hands
Even if I waited, I can’t turn into the sea
Even if I waited, there’s nothing beautiful about it
I pretended, pretended, pretended, and pretended, and it hurt me
I sang and wrote about life, cried, and learned
Life without you feels like I’m already dead
But now I can taste being alive
I tried to escape just because I wanted to feel better
I was told that I was rebellious just because I wanted to know the right answer
I even ate up my past, and now I tend to overeat
I’m not strong enough to throw up, though
I’m being pretentious, pretending to hide in the sea
It doesn’t matter if I die tomorrow, it’s such a waste
I don’t care
I pretended, pretended, pretended, and pretended, and pretended
I sang and wrote about being human, cried, and even danced
Life without you feels like a huge wave
And everything in my heart is shaking
Let’s talk if we can, what if I become the sea?
If you fall into my arms, I’ll swallow you up
I wonder what color my belly is when it’s filled with loneliness
Pretending, pretending, pretending, and pretending, and pretending about people
I sang, sang, sang, sang, and sang about life
Simplicity is still dear to me
I want to go back to those times, to be with people
I want you to laugh, laugh, laugh, and laugh more
I’m wishing to the sea, singing, and shouting as I try to bewitch myself
I’m still living, even though I’m still eating up life without you
It tastes like goodbye.